***Im very disappointed in myself.**

Did something silly and immature, which causes me to lose a very important person. I know whatever I say here are already pointless cos its clear and obvious that someone didn't want to have any contact with mi.

I still persist and cant face it..
I miss the way tat someone choose to go out with me and reject those guys in the watsapp.
I miss tat someone complain about boring days at work and others people we dislike.
I miss the most is.. now i cant make tat special someone smile again. I know wat i did was silly. immature and NOT gentleman.. but my intention is to see you smile tat day.

I writing this because my heart need to shout out loud arh!! It feel like a pick piercing in my heart, sour like the taste of a lemon. Haiz..what shall i do now?